1.27.2013
Today, I realized more how he means to me. He is my pillar of strength, but at the same time, he's also my Achilles' heel. He makes little cute things look oh-so-fantastic. At the same time, however, he has the ability to shatter me for just some petty issues.
There are just so many things I have never done if not because of him. And there are more that I can do all for him. No, I am not his slave nor servant, neither love's. I have become more of a fighter, and is determined to protect one of the best that I've got. Milord. Our relationship.
Today marks the day of how stronger we have become. Hurdles may continue to block our way. I no longer care. I have decided never to let go. And I am really blessed that we share the same sentiment. Challenges would never end, they may even pile up. But as long as it's his hand that I hold, and it's his company that I have, I know the journey will always be worth while.
Thank you for holding on. Thank you for seeing through me. Thank you for being keen enough to know beyond what I choose to show. I have not expected you, but I am glad it's you. And I have decided it's gonna be you.
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Dear Lord, I know there will be many more days like today. We may be battered with storms, but just like today, we still stand together. Even stronger. All I ask from You is to constantly guard our hearts. Let them be strong enough to resist temptations; be clever enough to overlook the differences; be the kind of heart which does not recognize hatred and do not tire forgiving.
Thank You for letting me understand that I need no fairytale. I am truly grateful for giving me my reality. I need not to dream no more.





